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Tuesday, December 22, 2009
tired


Just came back from my family chalet .
I swear Im tired Now , I slept Late when i was at the chalet .
What to do , cousins (:
Oh Gosh .
And then , Gosh .
I dont know what to blog about , just super tired now .
heading to get some rest uhk later .
And My bro , Masok Yishun Sec next year .
ARghhhh ,
I applied for ite ready (: Waiting for results of my course jek .
Haizz (:


Im going crew outing tomorrow (:
meeting Bby ferst pat yck mrt station ,
harap2 dier tak lmbt .
Bhy , syg you luhh sungguh .......
Te Amo
amalia sayang syazwan beribu (times 10 )
Okay dah .


I'll blog when im done with my resting okay ?
Penat .
Bye Babe (:

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Sunday, December 20, 2009
Judging others


When They say Your attitude sucks ,
Just show them your middle finger and say " My attitude or yours ? , not happy ? GI MATI!"
When they say Your Attitude sucks ,
Just Smile and say " I'll try to change but not to please you but to stop you from judging me, Thanks !"
this is what im feeling right now . Hahah!


Yeah , Just for you .
Hah!
U know , Its 3am now . i just applied for my Ite .
Gosh .
And Currently just updating.
and im working at 830am later . Haha .
i wont be sleeping , i guess . hahah
Okay whatever .
BYE!
and FCUK YOU , whoever you are.

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Friday, December 18, 2009
sad


Life isn't that fair .
Sometimes u're at the top & sometimes u're at the bottom .
But at wherever point u're at ,
There's always the birght side of it ,
Never fail to give you're all and try you're best in everything .
And its ur life (:
Time : 1024pm
Mood : Sad sad sad .


Okay , Im very sad right now .
You know , My heart aches when i keep thinking about that one extra mark . I really am disappointed with myself .
Okay .
Let me share my grades with you kay ?


ENGLISH=FOUR
COMBINED HUMANITIES=UNGRADED
MATHS=FIVE
COMBINED SCIENCE=FIVE
MALAY=THREE
ART=THREE
MALAY ORAL=MERIT .
So , i wasnt suprise about my combined humanities , cos i did really bad in both papers , i admit .
And . I was suprise with my maths .
And i thank god i Pass my maths .
SO then ,
My REMARKS=REPEAT .
It means , i can repeat or go to Nitec ite .
I dont know , The sad sad sad part .
You see , I pass my english & My maths .
ENGLISH(4) + MATHS(5) + COMBINED SCIENCE(5) + ART(3) + MALAY(3) = 20 !
BLOODY 20!!!!!!!
Bloody one mark above the score that we should get to be in sec 5 !
How can my heart not ache ?
I cried , yes i did !
It bugs me everytime i think about it , Like i try my best in my maths paper , and i was happy i pass it .
But if only i put in abit more effort in any of the other papers , And get Grade two for any of it .
i will be going to sec5 Next year .
But hey , Life got to move one right ?
SO , I had a relaxed mind just now & full of support from mum & Grandmum & My Bestfriends .
so , i decided to go to ITE .
well , Its great i passed maths , cos in ite alot of course needs maths . and one of them is nursing . which i want to apply for .
SO yarh ,
I have 35 course to choose from , so im lucky to get that much choice ehy ?
Well , Im glad .
Will Be attending to ITE SIMEI .
Well , got nursing (:
well , i got my ten options ready . Now to apply . i'll apply it tomorrow (:
and and , its not comfirm yet , i want ask for my moms opinion first ! so yeah .
May change my ten options , but nursing will still be the first one .
Heh (:
okay , im sad . but what to do ?
well , Anyway , anywho . I still got to move on right .
Haaa ,


texted superhero just now .
i ask him , he got Ite .
Well , then he say he want take business . Good Luck Uhk Bhy .
haahaha , he going Ite Simei .
Beh he was like , " Dah blh gi skolah samer2 ehy ?"
Gosh!
Sygg SuperHero luh okay ?
Okay dah Bye Bhy .


Awwwww , I need to pray hard now .
I got alot of events coming up after this .
My Family chalet , My crew outing & many more .
Gosh Gosh .
Ohh well , im working tmr .
at 530pm . Late right ? i know .
Ppl going back from work , i just want go work .
i want go Sisha , anyone ? Hah !
hahhaha .
Okay dah , till here .
update more tmr ?
Bye !

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Result day


'u can call my name Whenever You're feeling down'



OH God , OH God .
I feel like TerPee-ing ~!
Okay okay, _|_ !
Im so scared right now , my heart is beating too Fast.
And im not joking , I hope i dont break down into tears later on .
Cos i dont know what will cheer me up .
Oh My .
SHUT UP AMALIA .
Think positive okay babe ? Yeaheh !
Yes , Im not confident .
I have no confident in myself , I swear i dont .
How how ? Oh Shut up .



Just received a text message from teera , I feel like crying . Cos i miss her damn Much!
Late i pelok u tight tight okayyy ? I rinduu u .
Hahaha , I sound so lesbian.
i know right .
Oh My Gayy Luh Siol . I so like shit oii . My Head Is spinning like hell .
I feel so scared .
TIK TIK TOK , TIK TIK TOK!
clock is moving fast , and im not ready to face the result sia .
meeting fee later on , Under her block at 1pm .
But meeting ayesha first , she's going to see school . miss the school .
anway ,
GOODLUCK TO ALL TAKING N LEVEL RESULTS (:
To my friends ,
Fei , Teera , Murnie , Fatin , Nicole, Maia , Zakiyyah , Mj , Hanis , Syaza , Arina , Bo & Superhero .
And all luh . U know who u are .
Gosh , One step at a time ? I dont know .
Takot sia , i dont wish to cry i tell you.
OhmyGod . Seriously , Im scared like everyting .
I bet mom is scared waititng for my results .
SHe keep reminding me to call her right after the results .
AHHHHH , at one thought . IF i fail, I want to retake the year . but i dont know .
What what what ?
ahhhhh , Okay seriously .
i cant think right now .
I feel like _|_ .
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay im stress , need to get ready now .
Bye . Wish me luck okay ?
Love ya'll !

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Thursday, December 17, 2009
HOW .


Ahaa , I Miss Them too much .



Okay Dah .
Im Actually lazy to update my blog .
I guess this will be the last update ? Till after chalet or maybe till after 23rd .
Hahhaah :)
Gosh .



Anyway anywho ,
GOODLCUK FOR THOSE TAKING N LEVEL RESULTS TOMORROW :)
All the best okayys ?
Pray hard yo !
okay okay .
cant wait to meet my friends tomorrow ,
Must give them Big Hug & Tight tight punyer .
awww,Missed (:
and an d, yg lain . dah dpt result text uhh text okay uhhgogo ? okay set !



slept at 530am in them morning yesterday .
just chit chat with my cousins while texting with superhero.
he semangat one minute jek nk tman , last last you sleep first . *muke taik*
hahaha :)
I was like talkin and talking alot yesterday . wtih my two cousins .
Gosh !
530am and i woke up ay 1230 in the afternoon .
*Muke stone*
tk ngantok uhk , tak leh tido lamer .
Hahaha :)



okay u know ? Im lazy .
and and , How uhk my hair bsok ?
Gi mampos uhk .
i dont know what to do .
ahaaaa (:
okay dah ,
Bye!


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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
changed

When Someone Tells you that You Changed ,
It mens that they want the old you back .
here i am , Trying to change .
*sighs!


Time : 507pm
Mood : Sad , confused .



Hey readers , Im Sorry about my Previous post .
Well , Girls have their Pms right ? Haha :)
well , im back to the old me .
The amalia who will laugh over non-suppose-to-laugh matters .
Haha.
But wait ,
anywho anyway , GOODLUCK TO THOSE TAKING N LEVEL RESULT THIS COMING FRIDAY .
Be great with what u get , because the results shows the effort you put in .
Less effort=not that good results
More effort=Good Results .
No effort=Poor result .
So yeah ,goodluck once again , well . Im scared . pretty sure i am .
very very scared , Im scared that i'll cry .
Because i know , i did not put enough effort in some of the subjects .
well , I Pray hard for my own results . Gosh .
And and Im gonna give everyone a big & tight hug for sure !
I miss all my friends !



And he told me to change my attitude , my hot tempered attitude.
am i hot tempered ? maybe because of the Pms thinggy .
I know i changed , but hot tempered ? I dont know .
maybe the cause of the hot tempered is becase im having my mensuration .
well , i see that things between us isnt that great like it used to be .
so , i told him to to do something if he wants to save this relationship .
There , he told me i need to chnage my attitude ,
i cried , yes i cried .
knowing that he only tells me after i tell him that we changed .
You were supposed to tell me from the starting so that i know .
well , its me right ? Im the one making it all difficult .
so difficult , that hsi the one who needs to save this relationship .
what was i even thinking ?
and my feelings this days , isnt that great at all .
I feel all messed up . But Hey . Lets put that aside okay ?
Babe, thats Love life .
ups & downs , U need to be strong .
Thicks or thins , you have to go through it togather right ?
Maybe its because of my attitude that makes this realtionship shake abit , shake of the comfort zone .
well , thats relationship right ?
whatever its is , I still love you aye Bby .
im sorry for my hot tempered attitude for the past few weeks towards you .
just some Pms thinggy . Gosh .
Amalia suck when she has her Pms .
well , somehow . I feel like you changed too .
i dont know , but i just dont feel like telling you that you changed .
like , you're not like last time .
you know , i miss hugging you .
I miss you hugs .
But bby , i Love you . I miss you & I need you okay .
One thing i ask from you is not to leave me hanging on by myself okay ?
Cos , you're like a part of me.
and i dont want to have another broken relationship . Not anymore .
"Akan ku pastikan , ku kan memeluk dan mecium mu di syurga."
And i promise myself not to leave you , not till forever .
Im sorry bout me saying that i have a feeling you have sumone else ,
well u said u dont own sumone else .
so , i believe you for that . and im sorry i text you that msg .
I just dont want things between us to change . Haiz .
You know , i Love you right .
Well , I think i just miss you alot . Thats all .
Promise not to leave me ?
cos i dont want my past relationship to to repeat itself .
Like you know , i want to be in your arms forever
You may not be like other guys who are , Hot & Charming .
But you're one in a million kind of guy cos you showed me True love .
and u endured with my shit attitude at times .
And for that , I thank God for giving me the greatest Boyfriend ever .
Hot & charming Guys is Nothing Compared to Loving & Faithful Guys .
you faithfulness is all i ask for .
Te amo , That comes from the bottom of my Heart .
and Bby , Goodluck for your N level Result . Okay ?
Okay, Im done blogging bout My Love .



okay okay , I want the old me back .
you know , the happy-go-lucky .
Gosh , I need me back !
Seriously , I cant live in this shit anymore .
Hang out anyone ? Hahaha :)
And and , I swear i be the old me soon okayysss .
I myself miss the old me . so yeah .
Life has been so dramatic this few days yeah .
U know , alot of thinkings ,emotions .
ouhh weell , thats life right ?
how i miss old times . when everyhting was alright and all .



Talkig about old times ,
i Fcuking miss alot of people .
TONS TONS of them , seriously .
U know , I Miss my Supergerls so Muche . ALOT I TEEL YOU .
I miss fatin hamimah bte juber .
I miss Maia , hajar , hanna .
i miss teera rahayu alot .
I miss ayesha .
I miss zakiyyah & Mjane Plus hanis & arina .
I miss classmates .
Ouhh alot of people aye ? I know .
gosh , gonna meet them soon .



Tomorrow , i'll be working from 5pm to 9pm .
then meeting maia . after her work which ends at 10pm .
go dinner , Awww . i miss her alot .
meet you tomorrow kay babe ?



then on thursday , i have no plans . maybe just sit at home ? or go meet anyone who's free on that day .
awww , i miss going out . like seriously .
Hahaha . or mayeb . i should pack my stuffs for chalet .
i dont know .
see how luh .



and on friday , The big day . Ouuhhh my hands are shaking .
My hearts is skipping a beat mann .
danial told me need to be in school by 2pm . isit ?
i myself dont know ,
lets just watch the news on thursday night okay all ?
One big Problem : MY HAIR!
how how ? i dont know .
see how luh .
Hahhaha.



Saturday ,
Most to most will be working also .
so i dont know .
i havent check my schedule .
haizz ,
sunday ,
will be working , then be heading to pasir ris for chalet after work .
anyone nk anta ?
hahaha :)
Siols jek amalia .



will be at chalet till tuesday .
cant wait cant wait .
ouhh well.



I think Im done blogging .
will blog at night later on okayy ?
Okay dah bye !
Take care all :)





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Monday, December 14, 2009
SHIT

Im wondering will i see another sunrise .
Oh Gosh , i Hate My Pms , alot .
Gosh Gosh .
I feel Like shit right now , Total Shit .
Time : 847Pm
Mood : Unexplainable mood .


Hello readers , Yes i'm back to Update On My blog Instead of putting photo's .
Okay ,
actually , Im Supposed To work today at 330 . But Like wtf , that time i see the schedule ,
My name wasnt there , zak also said my name wasnt there .
mcm Cb uhk Cb .
Then work place call just now , say i work . But like wtf , They ask me to come .
But i cant make it , so sorry .
Baby sitting my brother , and tmr im suppose to work also , But im babysitting my brother too .
so i cant make it , and work place already knows about it , They're like so mad .
Comferem .
then on wedenesday im working at 5pm . till idk what time .
ARGH , FCUK IT LUH . FCUK MY PMS .


everything is so Irritating luh !
So annoying , Like i get mad over small stuff , get fcuking lazy to even text anyone .
I dont know why , but this is the WORSE MOOD SWING I EVER HAD IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE OF PERIOD TIME!!
Gosh , I feel like shit now i dont feel like holding my phone , texting anyone .
i get really irritated when i feel this way .
maybe its just me huh ? maybe i need to learn to control my Pms .
Gosh , Seriously uh . why my pms this way ? I dont know luh .
FCUK SHIT FCUK SHIT FCUK SHIT .
im super mad at myself now , i dont know why .
Now now , My Phone is off . So i wont be msging .
I wont be touching my phone , I Promise myself .
i dont feel like texting already , those who want to contact me .
you know my granmama hse no , just dial .
or my house number , Just dial .
u know , i hate it when i hear voices in my head . saying those those things to break me down .
But i know its just me , Me saying in my own thoughts of shit .
now i feel like throwing this laptop sia , I feel so confused .
i want sumone to talk to , at the same time . I dont know .
now , i feel like going sumwhere . to relax my bloody mind .
Maybe , i just think too much huh ?
Results is coming , and i swear my heart is shaking and my heart can explode anytime now .
im just so scared for the results .
Gosh , pray hard that i do well .
Gosh Gosh , Macam maner nie? Scared already .
Hiazzzz , Pray hard Pray Hard .


im not me this few days ,
Im not who i used to be before this Pms thinggy struck .
I just feel abit not like me now , just for the moment .
I get pissed off easily .
get mad so easily .
Get irritated easily .
what the fcuk amalia , u're like shit now .
So shitty .
Why must i be this way ? Mcm Chibye sia amalia now .
stop it amalia with all those vulgar language .
STOP STOP STOP !
Kill my feelings now , KILL IT RIGHT NOW!
i swear i want to kill my feelings .
ARGGHHHHH ,
I DONT FEEL LIKE UPDATING ANYMORE .
EVERYTHING IS NOT RIGHT NOW .
THANKS TO PMS , IM NOW THE GIRL WHO FEELS LIKE SHIT !
ERGGHHHHH!







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